"You guys saved my life. I was at the brick of break-up, of ending everything, but because of you and everything you guys taught in your programs, I now know what freedom looks like, I now know what love looks like, my relationship and life is better than ever. Awaken into Love isn't just about ROCD, it's so much more, in the best way possible." ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
“Kiyomi changed my life! Meeting Kiyomi was a true turning point in my life... she is so profoundly wise beyond her years... and i've never been the same since working with her.” - Maria (Spain)
But because maybe I was still measuring freedom by the wrong endpoint: a life where doubts never appear again, where my mind is finally “fixed,” where every decision feels easy and certain.
It's a part of my life...
"You guys really don’t know how much you have helped me. I honestly do not know where I would be right now if it wasn’t for your wonderful techniques and mindfulness teachings. I just want to thank YOU for all the amazing hard work you’ve put in for the course as it’s brought such awareness for people like myself. To go to sleep at night knowing that there is actual light at the end of the tunnel, even in my darkest of places, is all because of you"
Here's What You Get in this Program... 😍
If you're struggling with:
... obsessive thinking during transitions
If you're struggling with:
If you're struggling with:
If you're struggling with:
... not understanding how to manage or work with emotions in a way that creates freedom
Meet your Awaken into Life leaders...
Kiyomi LaFleur is a world-known Founder and Creator of Awaken into Love, an online community for people who experience Relationship OCD/Relationship Anxiety.
With over a million views on YouTube and over 1,000+ course and community members, she dedicates her life to raising awareness on Relationship OCD, anxiety and conscious relationships. She has experienced debilitating Relationship OCD, Hypochondria, panic disorder and general anxiety for years, and used to suffer with every thought, emotion, feeling possible. Once she overcame ROCD, she knew that she needed to be an expert in this field to help others.
Kiyomi's background is in Social Work, mental health and Mindfulness based work. She has been working in the mental health profession for over 10 years.
After years of extensive research, education, therapy and coaching, she has become an expert on Relationship OCD/Relationship Anxiety and conscious relationships. Her mission in life is to continue being a Relationship OCD and conscious relationship advocate and continues to educate people from all around the world on finding freedom from ROCD.
Manon Lamarque is the Director of Awaken into Love and co-creator of Awaken Into Life, a transformative extension of the Academy designed to support healing beyond ROCD.
She first discovered Awaken into Love during one of the most challenging seasons of her life, after living with Relationship OCD since the age of 14. What began as a personal path toward understanding soon became a calling, leading her to join the team, first behind the scenes, and eventually as a key force in the platform’s growth and evolution.
Manon now co-leads the peer-support group HOME, hosts the Awaken into Love podcast, contributes to course development, and is the writer behind the weekly newsletter. With a background in Political Science and a self-led education in mental health, coaching, and online business,
Manon brings both structure and soul to her work. Her writing and leadership are grounded in lived experience with ROCD, Just Right OCD, ADHD, and anxiety, and shaped by a deep belief that OCD is not just something to manage, but a doorway into greater self-awareness, creativity, and connection. She's passionated about creating spaces where people feel seen in their complexity/dichotomy and reconnect to what matters most.
🏆 Meet Your NEW Awaken into Life & Beyond ROCD Platform: 🏆
10+ Years of Success Stories from our Programs ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"You guys really don’t know how much you have helped me. I honestly do not know where I would be right now if it wasn’t for your wonderful techniques and mindfulness teachings. I just want to thank YOU for all the amazing hard work you’ve put in for the course as it’s brought such awareness for people like myself. To go to sleep at night knowing that there is actual light at the end of the tunnel, even in my darkest of places, is all because of you" ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"This community and this course has really helped beyond what words can explain! It's just been such a weight off my shoulders to just know that I'm not alone. I used to avoid hanging out with my friends because I was constantly triggered. My obsessions about my partner used to be so bad that I felt I was in a prison every moment of the day. I can't thank Kiyomi enough for this course. The relief I've felt is something I haven't felt in years..." ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"Finding your course was honestly the biggest blessing in my life to date" ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"People never talk about the positives that come out of stuff like (rOCD) but here are positivies that have changed my life since taking this course: I have met an incredible community of people who actually get me. They have the same obsessions, doubts, fears as me. They've become my friends from all over the world and it's helped me so much in my recovery. This course has also helped me finally accept ME, and no, that doesn't mean leave my partner, because I am still with my partner to this day! It's also helped me understand what love is, that it's a choice. So, not only did I learn how to manage ROCD, I learned how to love myself for the first time." ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"How can I ever thank you enough? I have to confess, this is more of a long letter then a testimonial but I think you can filter the important things out, right? It is hard for me to write a short letter because all of this is a huge part of my life and it will always be. But now, where do I start? Before meeting you, the course and the community, I never felt so much pain and anxiety inside my body. I really thought that nothing could help me and I would always be like that. Always scared and sad. Not enjoying a little thing. Even thought about wanting to disappear or sleep because then I would’nt feel anything. Honestly, it’s so hard to write it but also thinking about being dead. Not that I wanted to left my life and all my lovely friends and family, but life was too hard to live with the ROCD. I couldn’t do it anymore. My body was screaming for peace and calm. Then, some day, searching for answers on the internet again, I found you Kiyomi. On YouTube. I remember that I couldn’t believe I finally knew that the horrible thing we call ROCD now, was actually a thing. For years I was searching for a name so I knew I wasn’t crazy, but most important, it was not my relationship! It was a weight loss, such a relieve. I still can’t describe the feeling to know that it was not my now husband Niek who was the wrong man to be with. All the time it was the ROCD. I remember writing my first e-mail to you and then looking and refreshing my mailbox every minute, just waiting for your answer. I was feeling and thinking like you were my last option. Your answer came a couple days later. Niek and me were at our best friends, discussing our wedding. I remember going to the toilet and have a quick view at your e-mail. I was so overwhelmed by your answer. Had tears in my eyes. My journey had already started by seeing a therapist, but at that point I thought maybe it really can get better. I was working my ass off by working on the course, sessions with my therapist, being part of the community, reading a lot of articles and books, doing mindfullness and so on. Also taking medication so I could at least sleep. Slowly, the calm and peace turned back in my body. My healing was everything but easy. This period in my life was the most horrible time I’ve ever experienced. Sometimes I really had the feeling that I was over it and then the next day I was crawling trough the day again. Right on time, I had the ROCD in my power. Because my wedding day was coming. I still can’t believe how calm and brave I was on that day. Like I had a angel on my shoulder who protected me the whole day. I enjoyed every single minute of that day. Cried a lot because of all the joy inside my body. For me it was a commitment to my best friend but also a new chapter with no space for the monster ROCD anymore. Of course some days are still hard. But isn’t that life? I can’t feel perfectly fine every day. The anxiety is a part of me and sometimes I even need it. Then I think about the work I’ve done and can reset my mind. People from the community are asking me questions on a private messenger on Facebook. To talk to them and help them even helps me. It’s amazing what this community can mean for us and what it can bring us all. I think to know that you’re not alone in this and talking to people who are also experiencing ROCD, was the most important step for me in my healing. Kiyomi, no words can describe what you’ve done for me. You really changed my life. By meeting you, the course and the community I can breath again and I married my best friend. I hope I will ever meet you in the future and please, keep doing what you are doing because you’re a life saver and my angel on my shoulder!" ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
“I just appreciated how comfortable people are, sharing what they go through whatever the subject." ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
“Your ROCD journey, wherever you are in it, will be deeply heard, accepted, and validated here. You have the strength to heal, and this group will help you." ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
“No matter how scared I am of being judged, or of being different… someone always relates. Someone always shows up with support." ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"For many years my rOCD was so severe it became debilitating, not only towards my relationship, but also my daily life. Things like my job performance, taking care of my personal health, and keeping close friendships became a challenge. I continuously felt anxious and drained because the majority of my energy would be spent obsessing whether or not I loved my partner, and whether or not we were meant to be together. The worst part was, when I would get stuck in these obsessive states, they would feel endless. Eventually my brain started to believe that my rOCD was permanent and that I would never feel “normal”. It wasn’t until I stated getting help from Kiyomi that I began to slowly realize that I am in control, and that I can change the way I think and feel. For me, the hardest part about overcoming rOCD was truly recognizing that these viscous cycles of obsessive thinking can be broken, and that the intrusive thoughts and bad feelings about your relationship don’t necessarily mean anything at all. They are just thoughts, and no matter how horrible you may feel at the time, or how damaged you may think your relationship is from rOCD, with hard work and dedication, you can regain happiness. Overcoming rOCD is no easy task. It certainly takes lots of time and someone special like Kiyomi to help guide you through recovery. Not only is Kiyomi is one of the kindest and most passionate people I’ve met, but she has also put forth methods of rOCD therapy in a way which no other therapist has done. Her podcast, YouTube channel, and website are extremely helpful and well organized. She has also created a private Facebook community in which rOCD sufferers can share their stories and converse amongst each other. Kiyomi has done so much for me and the rOCD community, that no words can describe how thankful I am to have been given the personal support, and the necessary tools needed for recovery. Kiyomi continues to evolve and grow this community every single day and I would highly recommend anyone who suffers from rOCD to give her course a try!" ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"Since I started this course, everyday has been easier than the last day. I know that the changes from the outside might seem small, but in comparison to before, they are so big. I can feel connected to my partner again and my heart feels full around my partner! I have had a week without any obsessive thoughts or compulsions, and I was experiencing ROCD for 6 months!" ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
“It’s a place to feel truly held in your process. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
“If you’re hesitating to come, know this: there's a group of people here who get it. Ready to welcome you as you are, to hear you without judgment, and to walk alongside you in this special journey.” ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"It’s been so transformational for me..."
"Everybody in this community, you all are absolutely amazing people. This is the first time truly in my life that I feel accepted…"
“Awaken into Love literally saved my life...”
"It has changed my life, honestly. I have never experienced a more welcoming and supportive community that has each other’s backs and wants to see each other grow. "
“It made me feel seen and feel like I have a community..."
"I Ioved the community. I never in a million years thought someone was having the same issues as I was when ROCD first came into my life. I wish I knew about this course and community years ago...!"
In your Awaken into Life Monthly Subscription, you will get:
* A New LIFE Theme Every Month
* A LIVE monthly masterclass (+ replay) led by Kiyomi and Manon
* A LIVE Monthly Deepening Circle led by Manon + Guided journaling prompts
* A VIP Bonus Podcast Episode each month
* Access to a private community space for sharing and reflection
Yes, absolutely. You can cancel anytime* (you need to send your cancellation form 2-3 days before the renewal date to make sure the AIL team can process your cancellation in time)
Absolutely!If you’re ready to commit for the Awaken into Life yearly journey (which we highly recommend!) and explore the 12 most-requested LIFE themes with us throuhg an ROCD/OCD-aware lens, you can choose the ANNUAL PLAN and SAVE UP $140.
That’s amazing, you’ve already laid the perfect foundation to embark this new journey. Awaken Into Life expands beyond ROCD into the rest of your LIFE including monthly masterclasses, life-based themes (like creativity, transitions, purpose, and identity), and new ways to grow into the self beyond just relationship work.
This course is Relationship OCD/OCD sensitive but we will not be diving into Relationship OCD education or how to find freedom from it. If you would like to find freedom from ROCD and/or you are just starting your healing journey, please go to rocdcourse.com.
We suggest you having done some ROCD work before joining this program. If you're still in the first stages of ROCD, we highly recommend you taking the ROCD Course instead of this one. But, if you've done ROCD work (whether through us, another therapist, or another program) then this program is for you!
You know you're ready when you feel a deeper call toward doing more inner work, when you're feeling like you want more, and when you're feeling stuck or neutral in your life and you're ready for growth and more happiness and connection!
We got you! Contact us at [email protected] and we'd be happy to help!